October, you were vicious. You really revealed what a walking hypocricy I am.

In the face of adversity, I am tempted to give up.

I place other things besides Christ on the throne of my life.

I trust God with my eternal salvation, but have trouble placing my earthly future in his hands. Talk about a paradox.

The cracks in my faith became torrents this month...and I am ashamed. 

The older I get, the more I realize how much I desperately need his grace.

So I must the right thing

I must do myself a favor

and

get real, get right with the LORD.